Can't get you outta my head ((Addie))
Jun 28, 2008 20:58:22 GMT -5
Post by Connor Micklesen on Jun 28, 2008 20:58:22 GMT -5
Connor walked to his History class, right about having Science. It was only Tuesday, but still the week already seemed to be dragging on forever. It'd been a bit over a week now since the Homecoming incident. Still, he couldn't get away from it no matter how hard he tried to. Addison was in every single one of his classes, and whenever he managed to get away from her for even the littlest amount of time all he heard was talk about Addison and what had changed her so drastically, he tried to ignore it most of the time. But it really was impossible to get away from the girl. And then there was the fact that Taylor had bugged him about her for a while now, he wasn't even sure why she cared. After all, the things that had happened between him and Addie was just their business. Things hadn't ended on a good note sure, but no one else had a right to stick their noses into it and try and force things to happen that just weren't going to happen. Or at least, that was why he was convincing himself he was upset with Taylor. Closer to the truth would be that he knew that she was right, that he should just go after Addie, because it was what he wanted to do.
He wanted to apologize to Addie, to tell her that he did actually like her, bad reputation included. The he wished that she would go back to normal, as the Addie that he'd been seeing lately was weird to him. He wanted to tell her that he'd changed his mind about not wanting her unless she was normal. He wanted to tell everyone exactly what he was thinking. He wanted to kiss her again. He wanted to feel her body pressed against his again. He wanted a claim on her. And he definitely wanted to have sex with her again. All in all... he just wanted her. But with so many wants there was just one thing that was lacking... courage. He didn't have the courage to go through and do anything that he wanted to at the moment. So, he was just going to let those things remain as wants. Hopefully they'd all fade in time, that Addie would move on and then he'd move on. And that everything would go back to normal, he wasn't quite sure how that would be able to happen though. Not when he mentally compared every girl that he came across to her. He hadn't realized how much he had actually managed to fall for the art student until they got into the fight they had.
He walked into his History classroom and set his books down on his desk before heading over to talk to his friends, trying to push the thoughts of Addison out of his head. He sat down in the desk in front of one of his friends, he didn't like the fact that they all basically ended up in a group together on one side of the classroom. He also was surprised that they'd managed to get to the classroom so much sooner than he had, maybe he was just slow lately. Or maybe it was because their lockers were closer. Either way, he talked to them for a few minutes as he waited for the bell to ring. He glanced up to the front desk, where the teacher was and realized that Mr. Oakley wasn't there. He assumed that he was probably getting copies or something of the sort, but he didn't really care all that much. He was just trying to find something to keep him occupied as his friends chatter was easily lost to him. Something that he hadn't realized when he sat down in the desk, but probably should have thought about was the fact that he happened to be sitting in Addie's seat. If he'd realized it sooner, he probably wouldn't have sat there.