Closer Still {Evelynne}
Oct 19, 2008 11:11:52 GMT -5
Post by Eliana Conti on Oct 19, 2008 11:11:52 GMT -5
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Eliana was busy soaking up in the bathtub as she pondered on the events of the week. It'd obviously been quite unexpected to her, and it still made her a bit sad and uneasy to think of it, but she knew she couldn't do anything but to get over it. Might as well really feel what she was faking to feel, it would make things so much easier if she could just get over Holly. It wasn't as though she hadn't been trying, but it wasn't something as easily done as you'd expect. A lot of her friends had actually adviced her to just try and get over her by merely trying to fall for someone else, but it was silly to think that she could just do as she wished with her feelings. After all, they couldn't. And then, she felt guilty trying to pretty much use a girl in order to get over someone else - the mere thought of using someone for anything wasn't really all that great to her. But at this point... maybe it wouldn't be so bad. Maybe it wouldn't even be using someone - what if she did fall for the person she'd intended to fall for in the first place? It was just a matter of choosing well.
But even then, she didn't have that many options. Well, there was Kemi. She was a sweet kid, and cute too. But that was the problem actually... in her mind, Eliana couldn't help but think of her as a kid most of the time. She was really nice, and she enjoyed spending time with her, but she was a Freshman, and she looked young for her age at some times. It made her a bit uneasy to think of getting closer to her, but maybe she'd just get over it. Hopefully she would anyway. Aside from her... who was there? Well, in a completely physical point of view, there were a lot of girls around who could be to her taste, but most of them were straight. She sometimes wondered about Evelynne - she'd never asked her before, and she was an attractive girl, that much was certain. But even then, Eli didn't think that her roommate was even bisexual. Or at least, she doubted it. Still, maybe she was wrong. That could be nice. But it was a bit of an awkward thing to ask someone most of the time, and it only made her intentions too obvious she figured. Not what she wanted.
Sighing lightly, she ran her fingers through the tangled mess of wet hair and frowned a bit as she gave a better look at her fingers, which were turning all pruney. Maybe it was time she got out. She'd made sure with Evie she didn't mind her condemning the bathroom while she took a bath, but it'd been a while now and she should probably get out. Yawning lightly, she got back to her feet a bit shakily and stepped out of the tub, watching as it emptied itself from the water that filled it and grabbing a towel, doing the best job she could to get as much water out of her hair as she could before drying her body and putting on the pair of pyjama pants along with a tank top which she wore to bed. That done, she hung up the two towels she'd used to leave them to dry a bit and stood in front of the bathroom sink, grabbing her brush and running it through her hair to untangle them a bit, brushing her teeth next and making sure she hadn't made too big of a mess in the bathroom before walking out and heading to her own bed, feeling a bit tired.
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