Taking Some Advice ((Tyler))
Jan 26, 2009 20:02:51 GMT -5
Post by Holly Hale on Jan 26, 2009 20:02:51 GMT -5
Holly couldn't believe that she was actually about to follow through with the advice that she'd been given. Advice from Andrew nonetheless. But she really just couldn't help herself at this point, she wanted Tyler so damn bad though and she was actually near the point where she'd be able to act on it. And it didn't really help that he was in all of her classes either. Which made him so incredibly close within reach and it wasn't doing anything to help with the wanting thing. She didn't believe that it was going to come to this, but yet there it was. Here was going to be an attempt to try and make things better. Because she was sure that once she just had him once it'd be all better. Things could go back to normal... well, sort of normal anyway. Oh who was she kidding? The second that she had sex with Tyler again it'd make things even less normal then they were now because there wouldn't be anything to blame this time. No kind of out or excuse to be had about drinking too much or not being in a right mind when making the choice.
Yet here she was anyway, willing to go through with it and all because she was just that desperate for it. Because her body was driving her insane with all it's stupid wants and needs and everything else that was making her do this. Because clearly the logic behind this decision was lost, lost entirely upon her. Though as she thought about it one thing that she probably should have done before ever really seriously considered this. She should have talked to Kristina, broken things off with the sweet Sophomore girl. But it was too late for that now and she couldn't just go and text her or something. That was one of the most heartless things that anyone could do in her opinion. Then again, it was probably better than cheating on them. Oh well. Maybe the dancer would hate her afterwards like she sort of deserved at this point. It wasn't right of her to have played with her emotions like she had. In fact it was more than wrong of her. She'd have to try and think up a way for her to fix it sometime. A way to apologize to her.
She'd gotten out of her film class a bit early because she'd been done and really because Mr. Spencer had given them free reign to go where they needed to to get the project done. It wasn't like he'd know that she'd packed up a few minutes early so that she could be standing here at Tyler's locker once the bell rang, which it was due to any second. She didn't have plans for going to study hall in the library but then that was just if things worked out like she wanted them to. Which she really hoped that they would, but then even if they didn't she was pretty sure she wouldn't want to go and sit through study hall after that. She grinned a bit as she finally heard the bell ring and ignored the people who looked at her a bit funny while walking out of classes. It wasn't any of their business what she was doing leaned against a locker that so clearly wasn't hers. Though she did feel a bit nervous as she waited for Tyler to come. She wondered how he was going to react to the whole situation but she supposed if he didn't want her she'd just have to get over it.