Just A Bit Clueless {Evie}
Mar 26, 2009 0:46:36 GMT -5
Post by Ian Reeves on Mar 26, 2009 0:46:36 GMT -5
Ian was kind of bored as he sat in his room, having just finished the book he needed to read over his Spring break for English Literature. And so he was currently lying on his back, staring up at the ceiling and not really thinking about anything in particular but the fact that he was bored. Which was actually pretty rare. He'd never been used to being bored when he was by himself. He'd always managed finding something to do pretty easily to chase the boredom away, but since he'd started seeing Evie... well, it'd mostly changed everything around in his life, and pretty much everything was for the best except maybe this small fact. But he figured it was an extremely small price to pay for all the happiness he got out of being with her. He yet had to understood how to deal with all the new feelings she caused within him, but usually they weren't actually feelings he minded. Loving her was probably the best thing that'd ever happened to him, and he didn't think that was about to change either. He felt as if he'd just found the one person he'd be with always.
But there were other aspects of their relationship that were starting to confuse him a bite more, and those were some that he didn't actually know how to deal with just as well. Mostly it was when it came to the physical part of it all, and it wasn't that he didn't know what it was to get horny or something of the sort, he was a normal teenage boys with raging hormones - though they had never been quite that raging - but he was still mostly clueless as to how to deal with it, how to push things a tad further with Evelynne. He didn't know what she was ready for, what she was maybe expecting. What if she was tired of waiting? Did the fact that they didn't often get extremely physical annoy her, or made her think he didn't love her as much as he did? There were so many things he wanted to be able to do to her, but he just didn't know how to, and that was aggravating. He sighed a bit as he turned his head to look at his bedside table, grabbing the cellphone off it and sending her a text, asking her if she wanted to come over. That'd help the boredom.