A Good Night {Milo}
Feb 28, 2010 2:20:25 GMT -5
Post by Taylor Smith on Feb 28, 2010 2:20:25 GMT -5
Taylor couldn't help but wonder at times if she and Milo were only screwing up their couple more and more by pretty much always ignoring the issues they tended to have, which seemed to be happening a lot more lately too. But she just didn't really know what to do about it. She knew they didn't see eye to eye on these things, and so what was the point in talking about it? More fighting, break up? The mere thought of that made her shudder. Somewhere in the back of her mind, in spite of her fright, she knew that it might have to come to this some time, though it was the last thing she'd ever want to do, not really knowing how she could be without him anymore. But for now, thinking of a break up between the two of them was one of the more terrifying thoughts she could have had. She really loved him more than she'd ever thought it possible to love anybody, and he was one of the people who mattered the most to her now. No matter what happened between the two of them, she knew that kind of caring just couldn't disappear. She knew she'd always love him.
For now however she tried not to think of it too much, and it was that way whenever she was with him. After all, she didn't get to spend as much time with him as she had the previous year, especially now with the end of the year coming fast and so many things to study for, so many essays to write and dances to practice, she felt like twenty four hours a day just wasn't enough for all these things. But she was glad that tonight she'd get to relax with him, just sit and eat and watch a movie, and well admittingly ending the night with sex did seem like a pretty good idea. Then again it always did, even if she wasn't as vocal with it as he was. Though she was always happy to just spend time with him without having to get down to business too, but having sex was pretty enjoyable too. She didn't know if he'd have gone to rent the movie and gotten food already as she walked over to his apartment, though figuring that it wouldn't take long before that was done anyway, using the key he'd given her to get inside the building and walking up to his apartment, knocking at the door lightly though walking in without waiting for him to answer the door.
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