Silence is Best ((Nate))
Apr 24, 2010 12:51:00 GMT -5
Post by Felicia Travers on Apr 24, 2010 12:51:00 GMT -5
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shirt & cami & shorts
ring & headband
Felicia had to say that things with Nate were going pretty okay for the most part. Though really, it didn't feel too much was different from before, she was trying to be more open about who she was but that wasn't so easy to do because she just wasn't that used to it. Didn't mean that she didn't try though because she most certainly did try but it didn't make it any easier. And so when she had problems she still didn't know how to deal with them really, nor how to explain how she was feeling to anyone else. Really she didn't even want to share this one with Nate because she was thinking that his reaction to it wouldn't be great. So, she hadn't told him that she was slightly scared at the idea of summer. Two months was a bit of a long time, especially when it involved the possibility of him figuring out that she really wasn't the kind of person that he wanted to be with. She was pretty well convinced that during the two months of summer vacation he'd surely notice that he could be with girls that were much better suited to him and the idea made her slightly upset. So, she'd been moody for the past few days.
And she hadn't told him why because she didn't want to talk about it. Let him assume that she was on PMSing or something, which she might actually be now that she took the time to think about it but whatever. Point was that she hadn't told him about her problem and though they were going to be hanging out tonight she wasn't planning on telling him about it then either. Nope, it wasn't happening because if it did she would just look sad and pathetic and no one wanted that. No one wanted to look like they were sad and pathetic. It was bad enough that he'd already seen her crying over him once, this would just be too much. Putting on her mascara, she tried to push the whole issue away. Instead focusing on making sure that she looked fine. She had no clue if the plan was to stay in or not but she figured that she'd look good anyway, having put on a pair of shorts that reached about an inch above mid thigh as well as a v-neck shirt and a cami underneath it, both tight enough to show off her figure without overdoing it still. Lastly, she added a headband that matched her top. There, perfect.
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