Don't Wanna Be Without You {Via}
Nov 2, 2010 15:58:06 GMT -5
Post by Ruth Ellison on Nov 2, 2010 15:58:06 GMT -5
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The past day had been really, really lousy for Ruth. She'd barely gotten any sleep at all last night - it'd taken her forever to even fall asleep because she'd just been so angry still, and she'd just kept thinking on everything that had happened, everything that had been said, and every time it got her to be too awake to even think of sleeping. And then, there was the fact that the bed had just felt pretty empty without Via to share it with her, not to mention she couldn't seem to find a position that was comfortable, having gotten used to cuddling up to her girlfriend during the night. She'd woken up at least three times during the night too, feeling either miserable or angrier still every time, until she' decided to just get up at six, but then, what the Hell was there to do on a Sunday? By the time it was noon, she'd gotten all of her homework taken care of, aside from her creative writing assignment because everything she wrote just seemed uninspired, awkward and overall bad. In spite of all of that though, she'd refused to even think of giving Via a call or trying to go and find her. She was still upset, and there was no way she was making the first move.[/blockquote]
Somewhere in the back of her mind though, she'd been hoping that Via would at the very least come back to the room some time during the day, and that they could just forget the whole deal and get back to being happy and all that mushy crap. She didn't like fighting with her girlfriend, and she especially didn't like not having her around because she was upset with her and didn't want to be around her. By night time, it was even worse, having spent the whole day locked up in the room without receiving any news from the other girl, and apparently she'd decided that spending one day away wasn't enough. It was only nine when she decided she might as well go to sleep, crawling into bed without even having to get changed since she hadn't gotten dressed in the first place, turning on her side to face the wall and closely hugging a pillow to her chest, a lump forming in her throat as she breathed in the scent of Via's shampoo from it, doing her best to hold in the tears that she felt were coming, but it was a lost battle as they soon started flowing, burrying her face in the pillow.
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