March 22nd, 2009
Apr 6, 2009 15:54:55 GMT -5
Post by Abigail Donner on Apr 6, 2009 15:54:55 GMT -5
((for those who can't see the correct font (which is Abby's handwriting), an example of it can be found here, in her profile))
Dear Diary,
Honestly, there are times when I can't believe or even understand Jillian. She was talking of the craziest thing today, and it makes me wonder a bit at her sanity. But I guess I should probably explain the whole situation, because it started a while back. I'd promised myself I wouldn't mention it anywhere though, because I don't want to make it seem as though he's affected me in any way possible, but after today... well, there are just some things that can't be helped I guess. And in spite of my speaking of it, he did NOT affect me at all, no matter what my insane friend says, for all she claims she knows me so well - well, that's a fail for her, right?
Anyway, a few weeks back I was eating at a pizza place in Crown Center and this guy comes along and takes a seat in front of me without asking for permission or anything. Well, it's not as though he's completely a stranger, he's in all my classes but Film, and his name is Oliver Stone. But still, when I'm alone there's usually a reason behind it. After all, Jills and Kay are mostly always up to do something so if I want to hang out with someone I can just call them or something but if I want to be alone then... I'm alone. Makes sense to me anyway, but apparently it didn't to him and so he imposed his presence on me. And then he just started talking about what kind of a person I seemed to be for him, and he was just so aggravating and arrogant and know it all that I just stormed away, though he followed, but in the end he left me alone.
Not so long ago, something similar happened again, except this time he interrupted my storming off to do his own version of it. But mostly, he's just so... ugh. I can't even think of a word and he just bugs me to no end and I don't even know why to be honest but it's that way. And now Jillian has put it in her head that I LIKE him! Of all the things she could think of, she has to go for that. And she claims he likes me to, which is completely ridiculous. I mean he wouldn't be so set on annoying me if he liked me, and anyway I don't want him to like me. What good would it do? None whatsoever, that's what. Either way, I think she's just crazy, though now she's made me promise that if we ever have to talk again I should be civil and try to get to know him, which I really don't want to do, but she'll never stop bugging me until I do, and if I don't keep my promise she won't let me live it down, so it's for my own good to give in to her bugging me. And well, she blackmailed me too, she said she'd tell him I like him if I didn't - which is so 6th grade! - and well that doesn't leave me much of a choice.
Other than that, there hasn't been a lot that's happened lately. Everything seems to be going... not exactly wrong, but not as expected either, and it annoys me. I can't figure out a good storyline for my big Film project, or a way to put it in script, and it's so aggravating! And then, I've been feeling really tired and not so good lately, but I guess my mom would be happy about that seeing as I've lost a bit of weight. She'd probably still say there's room for improvement though, so I guess it doesn't really matter.
Either way, I should be getting on homework now.
Night.
Abby
Dear Diary,
Honestly, there are times when I can't believe or even understand Jillian. She was talking of the craziest thing today, and it makes me wonder a bit at her sanity. But I guess I should probably explain the whole situation, because it started a while back. I'd promised myself I wouldn't mention it anywhere though, because I don't want to make it seem as though he's affected me in any way possible, but after today... well, there are just some things that can't be helped I guess. And in spite of my speaking of it, he did NOT affect me at all, no matter what my insane friend says, for all she claims she knows me so well - well, that's a fail for her, right?
Anyway, a few weeks back I was eating at a pizza place in Crown Center and this guy comes along and takes a seat in front of me without asking for permission or anything. Well, it's not as though he's completely a stranger, he's in all my classes but Film, and his name is Oliver Stone. But still, when I'm alone there's usually a reason behind it. After all, Jills and Kay are mostly always up to do something so if I want to hang out with someone I can just call them or something but if I want to be alone then... I'm alone. Makes sense to me anyway, but apparently it didn't to him and so he imposed his presence on me. And then he just started talking about what kind of a person I seemed to be for him, and he was just so aggravating and arrogant and know it all that I just stormed away, though he followed, but in the end he left me alone.
Not so long ago, something similar happened again, except this time he interrupted my storming off to do his own version of it. But mostly, he's just so... ugh. I can't even think of a word and he just bugs me to no end and I don't even know why to be honest but it's that way. And now Jillian has put it in her head that I LIKE him! Of all the things she could think of, she has to go for that. And she claims he likes me to, which is completely ridiculous. I mean he wouldn't be so set on annoying me if he liked me, and anyway I don't want him to like me. What good would it do? None whatsoever, that's what. Either way, I think she's just crazy, though now she's made me promise that if we ever have to talk again I should be civil and try to get to know him, which I really don't want to do, but she'll never stop bugging me until I do, and if I don't keep my promise she won't let me live it down, so it's for my own good to give in to her bugging me. And well, she blackmailed me too, she said she'd tell him I like him if I didn't - which is so 6th grade! - and well that doesn't leave me much of a choice.
Other than that, there hasn't been a lot that's happened lately. Everything seems to be going... not exactly wrong, but not as expected either, and it annoys me. I can't figure out a good storyline for my big Film project, or a way to put it in script, and it's so aggravating! And then, I've been feeling really tired and not so good lately, but I guess my mom would be happy about that seeing as I've lost a bit of weight. She'd probably still say there's room for improvement though, so I guess it doesn't really matter.
Either way, I should be getting on homework now.
Night.
Abby