March 27, 2009
Apr 10, 2009 18:40:07 GMT -5
Post by Bretton Ferguson on Apr 10, 2009 18:40:07 GMT -5
((Brett's journal is in his handwriting. Look at his profile))
3/27/09
Yeah it's been a while since anything has been written down in here and things have actually taken quite an unexpected turn. And while I had a pretty good plan to try and get Kimmy to really kind of accept things the way that they were first and then move on to something more I think I like it better this way. Luck quite happens to like me I think with the way that things have played out. And though things aren't quite perfect yet, or anything close to it I'll admit, they're better. A lot better than they had been a while ago. Hopefully, they're going to stay that way too.
I like Kimmy, I like her a lot. I've said it before and I've thought it before but it was different once I knew that she actually liked me too. And I did finally get to tell her that I like her and what I'm willing to do for her and how much I'm willing to wait so that I can get to the point where there might be a time that we're boyfriend and girlfriend. Just because she happens to think that she's a bit broken (which I guess she is in some ways, but I am willing to work on that with her if she needs me to) I still think it'll be a good thing to be able to call her my own. I'll be proud to do so, even if she doesn't understand.
And then there's the sex. Which let's face it is pretty good. Of course, it hasn't happened often, only twice actually but still I know that's a relationship perk that I'm going to enjoy. And I could spend a whole lot more time looking at her, without clothes I mean because she's got a hot body. Lots of nice curves and stuff that other girls just don't seem to have, that are all so nice in so many ways. Nice to look at, nice to feel. I doubt she even really realizes it either. Sometime, I'm going to make her see just how great her body is.
I actually think that I should go call her now and make plans for tomorrow or something. I kind of just want to hang out with her, even if nothing happens. We're still friends after all and I want to keep that as well. We could just hang out like we did before anything got the way that it is now. Of course, I'm not opposed to things being different either.
Brett
3/27/09
Yeah it's been a while since anything has been written down in here and things have actually taken quite an unexpected turn. And while I had a pretty good plan to try and get Kimmy to really kind of accept things the way that they were first and then move on to something more I think I like it better this way. Luck quite happens to like me I think with the way that things have played out. And though things aren't quite perfect yet, or anything close to it I'll admit, they're better. A lot better than they had been a while ago. Hopefully, they're going to stay that way too.
I like Kimmy, I like her a lot. I've said it before and I've thought it before but it was different once I knew that she actually liked me too. And I did finally get to tell her that I like her and what I'm willing to do for her and how much I'm willing to wait so that I can get to the point where there might be a time that we're boyfriend and girlfriend. Just because she happens to think that she's a bit broken (which I guess she is in some ways, but I am willing to work on that with her if she needs me to) I still think it'll be a good thing to be able to call her my own. I'll be proud to do so, even if she doesn't understand.
And then there's the sex. Which let's face it is pretty good. Of course, it hasn't happened often, only twice actually but still I know that's a relationship perk that I'm going to enjoy. And I could spend a whole lot more time looking at her, without clothes I mean because she's got a hot body. Lots of nice curves and stuff that other girls just don't seem to have, that are all so nice in so many ways. Nice to look at, nice to feel. I doubt she even really realizes it either. Sometime, I'm going to make her see just how great her body is.
I actually think that I should go call her now and make plans for tomorrow or something. I kind of just want to hang out with her, even if nothing happens. We're still friends after all and I want to keep that as well. We could just hang out like we did before anything got the way that it is now. Of course, I'm not opposed to things being different either.
Brett