September 5, 2009
Aug 13, 2009 20:58:10 GMT -5
Post by Bretton Ferguson on Aug 13, 2009 20:58:10 GMT -5
Dear Kimmy,
By now I've already read your letter quite a few times as well and I'd have to say that probably on the days that I do get letters from you will be the better ones. Of course, that will be likely to change as soon as I actually do get to talk to you on the phone. In some ways I feel kind of guilty about the fact that you're saving all of your phone minutes for me but I can't say that the feeling lasts more than just a few seconds since I know that I'm going to end up being thankful for each and every single minute and that I'll never find any of them to be enough. I'm going to have to remember to start charging my cell phone a bit more so that it's never dead since it'd be horrible luck that you'd pick the time I haven't charged it to call.
I'm glad to hear that you're making friends and that things are going well enough, although I can't say that I exactly like the idea of thinking about you being yelled at. I knew that you'd probably have to go through that kind of stuff but it's an entirely different thing to have to think about it so I'm just not going to.
School is frightfully boring and extremely busy already and I really don't have to say too much more than that since you went through it all already. I do miss having you in vocal classes quite a bit right now, after last year it feels a bit odd to not be singing with you and no one seems to sound as good as you do. People keep telling me that it's all in my head and that I could probably change it if I made myself do so but I think for now I'm just going to keep being 'difficult'. At this rate they might need to drag you back though, just to sing with me.
I still haven't decided what to do about my mom and I'm deciding that I'll just take my time to do so. After all it's not like there is any kind of rush for such a thing and I don't think that I'm ready to talk to her yet. I know she says that she has her reasons but it doesn't take back the way that I've felt about everything so far. If I decide to write back she can wait for my letter until later on.
I know I don't have to tell you that I miss you just as much as you say you miss me, but it never hurts to say so again. So I do miss you and think about you a lot and even talk about you a lot to my friends, who might just get a little tired of it eventually.
I love you.
Brett
By now I've already read your letter quite a few times as well and I'd have to say that probably on the days that I do get letters from you will be the better ones. Of course, that will be likely to change as soon as I actually do get to talk to you on the phone. In some ways I feel kind of guilty about the fact that you're saving all of your phone minutes for me but I can't say that the feeling lasts more than just a few seconds since I know that I'm going to end up being thankful for each and every single minute and that I'll never find any of them to be enough. I'm going to have to remember to start charging my cell phone a bit more so that it's never dead since it'd be horrible luck that you'd pick the time I haven't charged it to call.
I'm glad to hear that you're making friends and that things are going well enough, although I can't say that I exactly like the idea of thinking about you being yelled at. I knew that you'd probably have to go through that kind of stuff but it's an entirely different thing to have to think about it so I'm just not going to.
School is frightfully boring and extremely busy already and I really don't have to say too much more than that since you went through it all already. I do miss having you in vocal classes quite a bit right now, after last year it feels a bit odd to not be singing with you and no one seems to sound as good as you do. People keep telling me that it's all in my head and that I could probably change it if I made myself do so but I think for now I'm just going to keep being 'difficult'. At this rate they might need to drag you back though, just to sing with me.
I still haven't decided what to do about my mom and I'm deciding that I'll just take my time to do so. After all it's not like there is any kind of rush for such a thing and I don't think that I'm ready to talk to her yet. I know she says that she has her reasons but it doesn't take back the way that I've felt about everything so far. If I decide to write back she can wait for my letter until later on.
I know I don't have to tell you that I miss you just as much as you say you miss me, but it never hurts to say so again. So I do miss you and think about you a lot and even talk about you a lot to my friends, who might just get a little tired of it eventually.
I love you.
Brett