June 1st, 2012
Jan 11, 2014 13:03:15 GMT -5
Post by Amanda Cline on Jan 11, 2014 13:03:15 GMT -5
June 1, 2012
So only a few days until I leave the Academy for the year and I've got to admit that it's going to be weird not to be here. I've grown so used to my daily routine here that it'll be hard to go back home and not see Mel, Jess, Oli, or Anna or Haylee or anyone else really. True, Mel and I have already talked about visiting one another, given that we've only got a pretty short distance between the two of us. Indiana and Michigan are neighbors after all. But still, I know I won't see Oli, Jessica, or Haylee for months since they have to go and live in other countries. How inconsiderate of them. Don't they know that I'm going to want to hang out? Oh well, I'll find people at home to spend time with without an issue. Still, I can't imagine what it's going to be like once I have to graduate and part ways with everyone without the knowledge that we'll all be reunited in a few months.
And honestly, I wonder where things will stand in a few months. This year had so many great surprises (and I few not so great ones) that it's impossible to imagine that it wouldn't be different next year. Mostly I wonder about relationships and what is going to happen there. A few months is enough time for people to shift interest, to gain new interest even. It's very possible that Mel could come back over her crush on Olivier or some French girl could capture his attention even more thoroughly. Jess could get over Porter, and Porter could decide that he wants to move past his issues at just the wrong time. I doubt Haylee's interest with Joseph is going to change and then, even though I never pegged Anna for a long distance type of girl, she and Henry do seem pretty solid in what is going to happen. I guess I'm just too curious for my own good. But I care about these people and God if Mel and Oli would just get over themselves, they'd make a super cute couple. Like, super cute. How could anyone not want that?
I'm putting off packing. Probably because I'm too reluctant to want to leave. I've liked my roommate this year, what if next year I get a crappy one? Like, sometimes people are just complete bitches and I couldn't deal with that. Nor could I deal with someone who wants to be in the room all the time. Like, a girl needs her privacy to make out with people. Or, at least, I need my privacy to make out with people. I'm not really a girl that wants to put on a show, even if I joke about it sometimes. Who wants someone watching them get physical with someone else? It's not like making out is hot to watch in real life. Sure, in movies they make it look nice, but in real life it kinda looks like two people trying to suck each other's faces off. Not attractive at all. Like, woah. Not something that I'd want to watch. kissing is fun. Watching other people kiss, not so much.
Oh, before I forget, Prom was a couple of weeks ago. It was nice, going with Ashton. We had a great time and we did some good kissing, although we did stay in different tents. I have a feeling he's a bit disappointed though, like he wanted more to come out of it than did. And I don't mean sex, because I made it quite clear that wasn't happening, but I feel like he just wanted to like go on a few more dates together. And I mean he's a great guy, really sweet, really nice, but I just don't see us going there. Oh well. I'm sure he'll get over it easily, like I said, he's good boyfriend material and someone will snatch him up soon. Especially since I've been telling everyone that I had a wonderful time and how sweet he was, anytime a girl puts out compliments about a guy they've done anything with it's a major attractant to that guy. I wouldn't be surprised if he had a date before he left for the summer.
Okay, I really can't put this off anymore otherwise I'm going to never finish and I've still got some studying to do for the last few exams. Ugh. Kill me with a spork or something.
xoxoxo
Amanda