October 30th, 2012
Mar 8, 2014 20:59:40 GMT -5
Post by Amanda Cline on Mar 8, 2014 20:59:40 GMT -5
October 30, 2012
Dear Diary,
I can't deny that I'm really happy right now. Like, really, really happy. I feel like I've been floating on clouds or something the last few days since everything started up with Jade. It's so easy to forget when I'm with her that this relationship is on a time limit and I'm trying not to dwell on it too much as my friends have suggested because I know that they mean the best for me and they're right. Well, okay, Jess and Oli seem to have different opinions on how I should be handling things but luckily, Mel (doing her natural duty between best friend and girlfriend, I'm guessing) seems to take both sides and combine them somehow into a reasonable plan. After all, it's silly to worry so much about something that's so far away.
Besides, Jade makes me feel... well I can't explain how she makes me feel, not entirely. It's just, I don't know, there's something there though. In the way that it feels when she kisses me or when she touches me at all. Snuggling with her is great fun and I just feel all at peace and like there's no more problems in the world. Which is silly, because the world doesn't stop having problems just because I'm with her but it feels entirely true. I mean she's just so... everything. How smart she is, how talented, how beautiful, how neat and kind and funny and all of it just screams at me how great she is. It makes me want to be with her all the more. How could I not? Especially not that I've gotten the hang of her hair thing already. Seems like if I play with it while we're making out she's like, umf, yes. But if I play with it while we're just hanging out she just gets all... I can't describe it. It's not quite like Mel, cause she gets relaxed alright but a tired relaxed. It's more like Jade just melts into a contented happy puddle. It's adorable.
Jess went to meet her pretty much the next day and gave her seal of approval, but of course Mel and Oli got too wrapped up in each other to even notice anything else for a while. Honestly, the two of them have the shortest attention spans when they're around each other, but they're good for one another. Oli is good at making Mel feel beautiful and cared about and Mel is good at making him feel like he's more than just a good looking face. And can you believe that they haven't given me a single thank you for the work I did to get them together? Honestly. You'd think that Oli would have better manners after being raised in France by important people. Apparently not. Judging by how often both of them just go off together without even pretending it's not to get laid.
But I digress, the point is, they each met Jade too and gave their approval as well. Which, I mean, how could they not? She's awesome and super likeable so it wasn't a surprise that they did. I did get to meet some of Jade's friends too and I hope that they liked me. I mean, I'll be honest, it's rare that people don't, so I'm not too terribly worried about it but still. Cheyenne especially seems to be very similar to Jade, so I think that's who I should focus on having like me most.
Of course, a person can't really tell who will like them most out of any given group. Ugh but in two days the stupid gossip column comes out and then it'll all be a bunch of crap I'm sure. Oh well, it's not really a big thing. I don't give a crap what the stupid thing says. I know who I am and what's really happening and that's what matters.
Ooh, Jade is back and I think now is an excellent time for a little bit of making out ;
xoxoxo
Amanda