Shocking Discovery {Holly}
Sept 27, 2008 21:34:29 GMT -5
Post by Eliana Conti on Sept 27, 2008 21:34:29 GMT -5
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If there was anything Eliana had expected, it wasn't that. Never in a million years would she have thought she'd need to deal with something like this at any time. She knew Holly was free to go around and sleep with whoever she wanted. She'd heard of the girl's fling with Addie, but that hadn't really bothered her, or at least not too much, because she knew it was none of her business. They'd somewhat had an actual thing going on, and then there was the fact that there were just some things you could expect Addie to do. Then, she'd actually had a fling with Addie after breaking up with Holly, so there wasn't much judging she could do on that one after all. She also knew that Holly was actually possibly getting involved with a new girl at this point, and though she wanted as little information on the matter as she could have, she couldn't be upset or anything about it, because it was just something Holly had a right to do. It wasn't Holly's fault if Eli wasn't over her yet, nor was it her fault if the fact that she'd agreed to have a mutual break up was so that her ex girlfriend wouldn't feel guilty about it, because thinking back on it, there was not one moment she'd wanted to break things off with the blonde film maker.
But her best friend with her ex girlfriend, that just wasn't something that she'd have ever thought she'd needed to face. She'd never noticed if Tyler had showed the least bit of interest toward Holly, and she wondered if he'd just been holding out on her or if it'd been a spur of the moment thing, which would be bad enough. And then, if he was indeed attracted to Holly and had been for a while now, was it just a one time thing? Was it the first time that they'd kissed, had sex even? Or had it been going on for a while now? Had they just managed to keep things private until then, but it'd just been blown into the open on this particular night? She didn't know anymore, and she knew that it was unreasonable, but it just hurt, so bad. She couldn't understand why things happened this way. Why things hadn't worked out between her and Holly, because there was just no kidding other people anymore, it wasn't only about not being over the girl, she still loved her. And the Truth or Dare game had definitely not helped matters - maybe that was why all of this came to her as a much stronger blow than maybe what it would have been otherwise. But in the end, she knew they hadn't meant to hurt her, or probably ever for her to find out. And she didn't want them to feel bad for it either - but she just couldn't bring herself to talk to Tyler just yet, and so when she picked up her cell phone and checked her voice mail, she decided to call Holly first.
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